Saturday, September 26, 2015

What is it that we seek?

Is it comfort?

Is it safety?

Is it love?

Is it financial prosperity?

Hell, I've been trying to find the answer to what I seek for quite some time now and I think I'll never know for sure. I mean I've been really trying to figure out what is it that I seek and what is it that I want to do for the rest of my life, but somehow the answer always seems to slip through my fingers each time I get close to finding it.

I must say it is rather frustrating to always lose it, but maybe it is already in the palm of my hand and I'm so focused on it getting away that I missed the fact that it is already there. Maybe I am blinded by my own search so much that I simply miss out on the obvious.

I have never been someone that could easily take a decision, if I had to I did, but otherwise I found it hard to be certain of something, probably because I always thought of what the person in front of me would have wanted and I simply forgot what I wanted. Its easy to lose yourself like this, I did that so many times I almost lost my own identity.

I know... more like I feel that with the passing of time I am becoming aware of what I seek in life, I have nothing solid to support my claim, but I do have that feeling, that something stirring inside of me, maybe I'll find my reason with time or I may simply stumble and fall behind, thus losing contact with it.

I am curious as to what other people seek, maybe by knowing so I could speed up my own process.