What is it that we seek?
Is it comfort?
Is it safety?
Is it love?
Is it financial prosperity?
Hell, I've been trying to find the answer to what I seek for quite some time now and I think I'll never know for sure. I mean I've been really trying to figure out what is it that I seek and what is it that I want to do for the rest of my life, but somehow the answer always seems to slip through my fingers each time I get close to finding it.
I must say it is rather frustrating to always lose it, but maybe it is already in the palm of my hand and I'm so focused on it getting away that I missed the fact that it is already there. Maybe I am blinded by my own search so much that I simply miss out on the obvious.
I have never been someone that could easily take a decision, if I had to I did, but otherwise I found it hard to be certain of something, probably because I always thought of what the person in front of me would have wanted and I simply forgot what I wanted. Its easy to lose yourself like this, I did that so many times I almost lost my own identity.
I know... more like I feel that with the passing of time I am becoming aware of what I seek in life, I have nothing solid to support my claim, but I do have that feeling, that something stirring inside of me, maybe I'll find my reason with time or I may simply stumble and fall behind, thus losing contact with it.
I am curious as to what other people seek, maybe by knowing so I could speed up my own process.